MOOD: Sad
Listening to: Shadows fall

im sick with pain, torn with sadness one of my best friends kati commited suicide on monday last week, i havnt slept, it is so sad and yet it doesnt seem real when you lose some one so close and so loved
it feels like you have no stomach left to digest, no tears left to cry and the thing that gets me the most is 1 hour before she was gone she had talked to me and said she was fine and then gave me a big hug and said goodbye its so sad never have i felt so empty i mean ive had 2 of my friends commit suicide before but #3 and she was more loved than the others were to me its like when she died a part of me died with her.....